you know what??? im sick of this......im just gonna sleep and forget everything....but i can't sleep cos moms frens are coming.....did old people have to go through this when they were younger???? SO NO...this is not fair....

miss everybody....... its not that kind of dont see them then miss.....its the kind of like the old them.....people are like changing so rapidly by the time u see them again you wont even realise its them.....well, to me thats not good....issit unfair to say i dont want my friends to change?? yes....quite unfair actually....well, issit unfair to say that i dont want them to chage so much?? dunno.....

oh...now im asking myself questions...wow....someones calling...JK just answered to phone....oh its for mom....

oh yes....and i really dont want to do my homework...... moms frens are coming later....well....like i care....im just so stressed....this hmework is totally not helpng.....especially the maths stuff....i think theres maths tommrrow and miss neo is coming....oh great....thanx....

i missed training toay.....i didn't know at all!!!!!!!!!!!! and anyway, even if i knew i wouldn't be able to make it cos i have to go visiting.....and then...ohyar....yesterday i was in a really deep state of depression....its was really horrible....fortunately i was too tired to even jump from the window...i seriously was very tired......

but i did write in my diary and its like....ermm....quite full....really sad lor....whatever.....as long as i get a good nights sleep i usually become okay....but i still have the side effects.....if u see me someday u'll notice it.....

now im like suppose to do my homework....history i had no idea i was suppose to look at the history board then do lor....so im stuck....so bad.... and i even lost my timetable....wow....visited juniors yesterday....some people went oo....madhu, grace,stephanie and cancy...... stephanie had this big hamper to give to mrs sc ong, mrs chu and mrs lee.... life in NUS must be quite good for them as they were happy....well, im not....

so anyway, joined juniors for training...like help them train la...i went jogging with them and stretching....the rest i watch them suffer...okay fine....i was kinda tired okay.....junior juniors really improved!!!! their passes are like so much better after the carnival last week....thats good....their more confident now i guess after playing matches....

game against st.margs next next week.....well wadeva....depression has helped me alot for this game....either its has really helped me or im gonna be quite not okay on that day.....

i really feel like training lor..... shoudl have known....oh great.... welll whatever....sghalinas birthday is 14th feb...ohyar...thats valentines day too....but i dont care....better do my homwork and find timetable....somehow....

im stressed....yes....i m....cos i got so much stuff to do or i didn't do so much stuff....like for example, i was suppose to see miss neo today rite, but then never....okok fine, im so irresponsible...for one thing i dunno where on earth is the blk d staff room and nobody brought me there.....can't they just have one staffroom??...this is so infuriating....

oh yar...i forgot....got chinese workbook homework.....chap4....sigh....better get it n do....brb....hmmm...chapter4.....lets see....ohyay...no compre....ohyes...btw, todays is wandas birthday so happy birthday wandaloh....ohyar....and i was suppose to go back st.margs today rite,,,,,,with estelle,,then...then...i got dis enrichment class thingy then cannot go....im so so sorry estelle.....

life is really bad......i dont want to do chinese................................................................................................................i dont even like chinese.....dad & mom says i shouldn't go to st.margs tomorrow....oh wow...another thing to ruin my boring life cos i really wanna visit juniors............ohyes!!!and i wanna see lao shi!!!!!!!!!! i dont mind doing a whole zuo ye ben if i can just go for one of her lesson again k....shes a super good teacher.....sigh....

i just realise im really old......im the 7th oldest in class....ohmigosh im old....i think being young is betta....yes....being young is better...much better.....u can like getinto trouble then easily get out......then dun need to be so responsible....

and ...let me think....u wont waste money in smsing cos u wont even know wad smsing is....talking on the phone is more fun cos u can talk on the phone without doing your homework at the same time....and u dont have to do chinese homeowrk that is so difficult that u dun want to do it....

ohyar!!!! i got a career book today...i bought it for $5....okayye fine...im starting my chinese work....stop blogging....

update for saturdae juniors carnival!!! juniors got champs!!! ohyay...thats so great but then they beat unity 3-2...not veri wide gap.....miss seng mrs ang and miss goh were there....at first i got house prac in the morning...i didn't get chosen for the runs nor the jumps....only all the throws....quite weird la...first we played double wacko[ or wadeva u call it ] then they told us wad we chosen for...

so then went to practice the throws....first i think i went short-put....[wadeva u call it]....difficult...cos the tiny little ball so heavy...we had to do warm up...one round...i thought we used our hands...not feet....

then went for javelin....its was really nice....we got to throw this long stick thingy...i think its called the javelin....i think i did quite well....not bad la...lifang and li hui there oso...

then went for ermm....wad u call that? the round 1kg thingy??? i know i like that alot....hmm....nvm....so then threw the thing...when we practice that time rite...no one was there so we just like keep on throwing la....then the girl ask us to throw against the wall rite...then i threw then i think i made a mark on the wall.....sorry people.....

so then after that saw she kaye..izzah and nikhita...btw, nikhitas on newspaper..straitstimes review saturday....then i went with beatrice to get my bad from evelyn norris hall....i can't believe i left my culotte there....i didn't know yet till after house prac....there were people doing lion dance so realli noisy.....

then we went squash courts...miss chng was training b div....110 was doing mass dance....then after that we[105] went to do mass dance lor....did the whole dance but then me blur blur dunno the steps...its really nice aniwae....

then erm....did the mickey mouse cheer....then sms dad to fetch me....then realise i didn't take my culotte so went to take from evelyn norris....then dad and mom fetched me...they were at tha carpark...glad i didn't get knocked down by a car b4 i reached the car door....then they drive me to kallng netball centre...i was on my way!!!

but then i haven't eat breakfast so went to buy a egg mcmuffin with ham first and hashbrown...[i didn't really get to eat my hashbrown so doesn't really matter]...dad took the coffee in the meal then dropped me off at knb.....i was looking and looking for juniors then i saw them right at the end at court 3 watching a game....so i walk and walk and walk....then i almost reach them then they suddenly get up and walk away....i was like so ermm....angry at myself for having bad luck so i just sighed and walk somemore......

then they finally saw me then talk bout the rgs pe shirt..then they say wanda is dunno where with ermm...smss girls.....then watch the game with them......then can't remember wad happened redi....then i think saw miss seng mrs ang and miss goh....hmm....then follow juniors everywhere....then saw wanda with naomi rebecca and natasha....

then went to change...oh mann...mom says g2g sleep.....k then fast forward..then had some misunderstandings i was like quite depressed the whole day......then juniors won champ...junior juniors won second...then junior junior juniors won fourth....so proud of them.....okay....then they all went home...oh...during prize giving zhenjia came...her watch got problem.....

then wait and wait then beatrice came....okay...g2g...realli...